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Here we go again...round and round again.

Thu, 21 Apr 2005 22:09:40 GMT

I wouldn't have to post in both journals if you would add wakingup_slowly

Oh jeeze I had a wonderful day!

Everything went great!

I took my math test and I feel so completly confident that I did good.

And the best part of the day was on the way home for sure...talking to Derek.

No it doesn't change things now that I know what you do...but of course it bothers me. It would bother me seeing as how your someone I care about... A LOT! I can't tell you to stop...all I can tell you is how I feel about it and the way I see it...but in the end it's your decision and your life. You may say that I don't understand and I don't cuz I'm not you...just like oyu don't understand where I'm coming from. But no matter what I do care about you so it will bother me...but I still like you. GRRRRRR!!!!

Thank God tomarrow is Friday cuz I need this weekend.

I need to turn in my app to MSS!!!! and I really hope I get the job cuz I definatly need out of Olgas.

<3

add

Wed, 20 Apr 2005 18:52:02 GMT

ADD IT!!!!!!!!!!!!

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k thanx

<3

New Journal

Wed, 20 Apr 2005 03:54:10 GMT

I have a new journal...and I added all the people on my friends list so add back!!!!

wakingup_slowly

<3

Bus

Tue, 19 Apr 2005 20:27:53 GMT

Well well well

Today at school was great except when I got home it all turned bad.

One of Jazzmine's puppies died:( It was a baby girl. I feel so bad for my mom cuz she worked witht hem and tried so hard but she did her best and it's not her fault...she's a great mommy. The other 3 babies are all healthy so that's good news.

Hmm...

Today I was talking to you on the bus and I realized that I'm not over you...unfortunatly. It was so nice to talk.

And I like how you care about my feelings and what I think about you and what you've been doing. Which I wish you wouldn't do!

But there's something about you and I don't know what it is...yet. But I'd really like to know.

And your still so darn cute even though you cut off all your gorgeous hair.

ahh...and I swear I don't want to like you.

Tomarrow is a half day...thank God...and also 420. And for all those people who are going to get "stoned off their ass" tomarrow, I just thought I'd take the time out to tell you your a stupid loser. Stay drug free! GOSH!

I love you Chelsea Lynn Noel and I really wish you weren't cleaning your bathroom right now cuz I feel like the tramp and some good talking.

((sighs))I miss Derek...I don't want to but you can't help these things.

Love me
Love you

Your empty promises,

Mon, 18 Apr 2005 23:29:40 GMT

Today was actually quite a lovely day. I had a very nice time hanging out with Chelsea and Jessie and just talking to them about things that really needed to be talked about and I LOVE THEM BOTH!

I feel like I'm somewhat at an all time low and so stressed over nothing. I just want things to work.

I want everything to work out.

and I really want this boy to like me!

ahhh boys are gay!

well that is all for now...once again thanx Jessie and Chels for a great day!

Love me
Love you

p.s. I'm going to be changing my lj name soon but I haven't thought of a name yet...any suggestions?

NEW JOB?

Sun, 17 Apr 2005 18:11:36 GMT

I'm applying for a job at MODERN SKATE AND SURF! This is so exciting. I need a new job so bad. The people were really nice so hopefully I'll get the job!

<3

So what's this thing called lonliness?

Sat, 16 Apr 2005 02:02:14 GMT

I feel like we're not as close I don't know why but that's it.

I feel like you never want to hangout with...ME.

I'm sure you don't feel this way at all and you probly think I'm just stupid for thinking this way.

((sighs))

I'm also sick of not having a boyfriend and I know...that's stupid too. You should never need someone else to make you happy but I'm sick of this lonliness...and ya know what the boy that I like is just not responding in the right way and I can't tell any of you who he is and it sux cuz I want to...he goes to our school and he's a sophomore...lots of people know him and he's gorgeous...and now it's gonna irritate all of you...sorry...only Kate Rozick knows and she guessed it!

I love you Kate and it was good to finally see you today since I've been gone!

Ok off to the tramp...I love you guyz.

:(

And Now It Seems That I Have Found...

Fri, 15 Apr 2005 01:17:15 GMT

Well this has definatly been one busy and stressful week.

To start off I have been sick fo almost 2 weeks but I'm feeling much better now...the thing is, is that I missed alomost all of my MEAPS so I probably have to spend the whole day in school tomarrow making those up...and I really don't care about them at all...such a fricken waste of time.

Last night my dog went into labor but it lasted all night and she still didn't have any puppies so we took her to the vet and she had to have a C-Section...all 4 of her puppies are ok and they are soooo CUTE! 2 boys and 2 girls. I named one Tinkerbell<3 cuz she's a runt! They are so cute.

We finally got back from the vet at 2:30 this afternoon and Iwas pooped cuz I had been up all night with her so I didn't get any sleep at all which is why I didn't got o school today! But I WILL BE IN SCHOOL TOMARROW FOR SURE!

Yesterday I got my future car...! It's a red Grand Am, 92. It's not mine yet cuz I don't have my license but it will be. It's sitting in front of my house...and it's so cute, I named it Freddie!

I really miss my friends I feel like I haven't seen anyone in forever and I can't wait to go to school tomarrow.

My computer is going wacky and I no longer have AIM! :(

That is all and I will see all of you wonderful people tomarrow!

<3cjlb

Cough Cough

Tue, 12 Apr 2005 20:01:25 GMT

I went to school today and I felt sick STILL so I came home and then I went with my mom to the doctors...got some pills and hopefully I will be feeling good very soon.

I won't be in school again tomarrow...but I will most likely be there on Thursday:(

So I have missed almost all of my MEAPS not that I care they are stupid anyways...but now I have to miss time out of my classes to retake them when thy don't benefit me in any way whatsoever.

My dog is going to have puppies in about 5 days though so thats exciting!

and that is all for now.

<3

Top Of The World.

Mon, 11 Apr 2005 03:23:43 GMT

*I want to go up north.
*haha...sissy is in love<3.
*Gosh I miss McDonalds.
*I know where Jason lives!!!!hehe.
*I'm starting to feel better except for this throat.
*I keep loosing my voice.
*My dog is going to have 5 puppies in approximatly 6 days!.
*I can't get my cousint off the brain...:(.
*School tomarrow...blah MEAPS.
*Why should I care about MEAP anyway...it doesn't benefit me?.
*Some people are just soooo GORGEOUS.
*If music weren't apart of life...then there would be nothing to live for.
*Bert McCracken<3((the used))
*I want to go to a concert.
*I'm going to be 17 soon...oh how time flies!.
"Wanna hear your voice out loud...slow it down slow it down".
*It's annoying when people try to get me irritated...it doesn't work.
*I'm going to beauty school.
*I need a faster metabolism.
*I want $600 so I can buy a car...even though I won't drive it for like a year.
*This Nyquil is making me super tired.
*It feels weird to breathe:/.
*I hungout with Josh, Abi, and my mom on Saturday...it was a blast!.
*I think I'm gonna go do the dishes and go to bed.
*Tonite I'm gonna listen to the CC REMIX...thanx Jewishua...I love it.
*Abi I love you house!
*I LOVE MY FRIENDS...I HAVE THE BEST EVER. AND I'M NOT KIDDING. IF ANYONE IS JEALOUS OF ME AT ALL IT SHOULD BE BECAUSE I HAVE THE BESTEST FRIENDS EVER. I LOVE YOU ALL SOOOOO MUCH.
*Okay...goodnight.

<3Christine Jessica-Lynn Bloss

layout

Fri, 08 Apr 2005 16:58:27 GMT

New Journal Layout and what not! I was bored...

Take the quiz: "Who is your emo boyfriend?"

Bert
your so cool! you love to sing and scream in your songs. you also write your songs with feeling and emotion.

well hello husband...my gosh do i love bert.

<3

interesting...

Thu, 07 Apr 2005 00:51:17 GMT

"Post anonymously...or not it's up to you and say anything. How much you hate me, how much you love me, how much you can't stand me, how much more you want to spend time/talk with me. How ugly i am, how pretty i am. whatever. be honest though."

you.

Wed, 06 Apr 2005 20:55:38 GMT

I feel like I can't like you beautiful boy...cuz your way too much. Ask any girl...they probly all want you.

damn...

~me~

la lady

Mon, 04 Apr 2005 03:08:18 GMT

Okie Dokie so I'm back and I had a BLAST!!!!

I was disappointed in some things...actually very disappointed. It sux when you think you know someone but you don't.

There were lots of hot guys but only ONE in particular that was breathtaking...and his name was Wyett.

Today I slept in til 1 and hung out with chee bear. Then I went to work and came home...jumped on the tramp with chee. I missed her SOOOOO much...it's good to be home.

How was everyones spring break?

<3

p.s. pics will be here soon enough

I'm drowning

Sat, 26 Mar 2005 12:46:20 GMT

I MISS YOU BEEFY!!!!!!!!!

More than you or anyone knows! I'm sorry. I love you. and I guess you could say I saved the best for last.

I LOVE YOU SISTER FROM ANOTHER MISTER!

<3Hermie

Write me up...

Sat, 26 Mar 2005 05:07:27 GMT

Alright so we decided to leave for Myrtle Beach on Saturday rather than Sunday...thank God! Cuz I feel like I am about to explode in this house.

I can't even begin to tell you how excited I am for Myrtle Beach!!! :)

ahhh! It's going to be awesome!

I am going to go get some rest now cuz I have to wake up early to start getting ready.

Then off to Myrtle Beach I go!!!!!

I miss you Chee Bear
I miss you Josh
I miss you Abi
I miss you Jessie
I miss you Katie
I miss you Amanda
I miss you Andy
I miss you Andrew
I miss you DALE!:(

and Danyelle I am going to miss you like crazy...thanx so much for my cd! I'll take tonz of pics...with the "sign".
lol...love you!

I will be updating from Myrtle Beach cuz my mom is bringing her lap top...I hope everyone has a safe spring break!

<3Teenie

LOOOOOOONG.

Fri, 25 Mar 2005 06:15:57 GMT

Before I start I know this is long but it was really great so READ!

OMG!
The concert was AWESOME!

I had the best time of my life.

Saddly I don't have a voice anymore and my asophagos feels like it's tearing to shreds...but it was all worth it.

The Click Five and Peppers Ghost were AMAZING.

Cousint and I were standing in a long line forever...unable to breathe because of the huge mob of girls waiting to meet The Click Five...right when we got to the doors...they shut them on us and say they aren't signing anymore till Ashlee's done. Oh boy it was fun...lots of girls weren't to happy about not seeing The Click Five.

Well while we were standing by the doors..this guy is like "excuse me, excuse me" he was funny he was like this is fucking insane...well right after he passed I saw these really hott guys coming...and what do you know...it was Pepper's Ghost!

Walking right by me...I was like woah! no no no...and my favorite one Mike put his hand on my shoulder and was like hey whats going on? AHHH! It was the most exciting thing ever.

Then we get past the doors and we go in to get autographs and Mike was like oh hey I remember you. They were so cute. I got hugs from everyone of them...and we were talking to them about the show. It was flat out awesome! AND...they told me they loved me!!!!!! AHH!

I was so hyped....after that cousint and I took pics for this Thermasilk thing...and they wil be available in 48 hours on some website...so I'll post them as soon as their in.

Ashlee was soooo good. Her voice was great. The show was great. She was beautiful. I screamed way too much I think. By the end of her show I couldn't scream anymore...my voice is really cracky!!!!:(but all well worth it.

After Ashlee was done we went to the bathrooms and we were walking out and I saw the other guitarist and i hugged him again and took a pic on a camera phone...that didt turn out:(

Then we were in the main lobby getting a shirt and I saw MIKE!!!! He was talking to some girls so I didn't go over there but of course I couldnt help but stare...well he saw me staring at him...lol! He started singing and he was looking at me.omg omg omg. it was great. I love him. They are the best band ever. Thye made my night so good.

ASHLEE NICOLE SIMPSON I LOVE YOU...YOUR SHOW WAS AWESOME!
PEPPER'S GHOST...WHAT CAN I SAY YOU GUYS WERE AWESOME...AND SO DOWN TO EARTH
THE CLICK FIVE-I REALLY WISH I COULDVE MET YOU...YOU WERE A GREAT OPENING ACT. AND SO CUTE!

Anthony<3MikeMike again on the right...what a cutie.Anthony and Mike.That was the set...it was awesome.Mike and Anthony again.Rob...such a nice person.Mike<3Rob and Mike...oh yeah check out Rob's shirt!!!lolMy baby MIke.Rob :)Yup.Sunbathers.Rob.hehe....<3YES!Cutie Rob.And their Promo...!

and me after a long long night of too much screaming...

"Wow...I love you."

ok best night of my life!

<3Teenie

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PICTURES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thu, 24 Mar 2005 03:42:07 GMT

PICTURES!!!!!!!!...and a ton of them so be prepared.

That are long overdue.

yep...I'm a ghost.I have no idea.My hand.Best Friend...My sad Chee Bear:(Chee Bear as a fish!!!eeeewwwwyy.Happy Chee Bear:)My boots!Chelz flying.Me flying.Lovely Chelz!Peek-A-Boo!Check out Chee Bear's pretty eyez!The almighty "Finding Nemo" look...lol.Chee Bear I have no idea why...but when I looked at this I thought..."the bar n 1st avenue, we went there solely for you, so you could flirt with my best friend...kiss a girl tell me why your laughing."hehe.Well of course!My birdy Buddy.Goofers.Aww...my willy.Andyroo!Andyroo...again.Bedtime.YAY! COUSINT!Cousint again.huh?hehe...silly me.This will haunt you.1:30 in the morning on a school night...YES!My eyeball.Silly pics ahead...!Hey now what exactly are you looking at????haha. I got you back cousint.This would be the perfect covergirl ad!That's lovely Ash!lolololololol!ahh! lmao!It's for you Ash!...a blurry Denni.

OH YEAH...!

ASHLEE NICOLE SIMPSON AND I...TOMARROW NIGHT.
TOMARROW NGIHT WILL BE THE BEST NGIHT OF MY LIFE!

<3Teenie
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The Walls Will Crumble.

Mon, 21 Mar 2005 03:00:56 GMT

Today was an ok day.

I woke up not feeling to good.

I hesitated calling into work...and then I did.

I went with my mom to mervyns...tried on a very cute baithing suit and got disgusted and depressed.

Got dinner with my mom and came home.

Chelsea came over and we watched the best movie ever. If you haven't seen "RAISE YOUR VOICE"...see it cuz it's the best...but it is a "tear jerker".

I am definatly ready for school.

In 7 days I am going to Myrtle Beach.
In 4 days I am going to the ASHLEE SIMPSON CONCERT!!!!!

I am so hyped...I can't wait.

All in all this day turned out great!

I love you chee bear.
I love you chelle.
I love you ashley.

<3

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so what's the point anymore?

Sat, 19 Mar 2005 23:42:51 GMT

What a waste of time.

cuz that is so cool.

you all really need to get things staright and stop playing with each other.

i miss school.

goodbye

The Chain Broke Away

Fri, 18 Mar 2005 04:29:25 GMT

Check out some of the world's most gorgeous people...

the beautiful MKok...so i'm a tid bit obsessed. But can you blame me? She's gorgeous.

I thought this first pic looked really cool...the second one is the original. I know I know she's kinda skinny...but look at her gorgeous face. I love models.

Yes today was a good day...

The more I think about it the better it sounds.<3

<3cjl-b

Dernerderner

Wed, 16 Mar 2005 21:04:07 GMT

Today was an ok day.

...the answer is yes.

hmmmmmmmmm

I can't stand it when people are in bad moods...it's about the worst thing ever.

50/60 fair was really fun...I really enjoyed the drums!...and guitars.

I love guitars.

ok that is all for now...

"take it back"

cjl_b

MK

Wed, 16 Mar 2005 03:08:21 GMT

***NEW LAYOUT***

CHECK IT OUT...IT'S GORGEOUS!

<3CJL_B

Not enough to feed the hungry

Tue, 15 Mar 2005 20:21:03 GMT

Hmm....

Could I?

Do I?

I dunno.....

<3cjl_b

By the way your hands were shaking...

Tue, 15 Mar 2005 01:10:32 GMT

~I am finally back...wow it's been a long time.

Hmm...so much seems like it has happened to me...more internally I guess. I dunno just not so good.

But I am good...but I'm not.

Not that it's going to make sense to anyone of course.

Cousint got into a car accident on Sunday at 1am...(sighs) thank God soo much that she is okay. I don't know what I would do without her. I probably just wouldn't be able to live.

I saw her Sunday and we played speed and yes she killed me.

Today I bought the old used cd and the new papa roach and the new mary-kate and ashley LA perfume.

Ashlee Simpson concert is only days away and I am beyond excited!!!!!!!!!

3 days after that I am of to myrtle beach! YES!

Friday Chelsea made my week. Her derek and jason came and saw me at work...yay.

I swear I AM getting over him.

I joined life time fitness...cuz let's face it fatty you need to lose some weight.

and last but not leats I missed you all...

and oh...I love katy roesick(sp?)...and the rest of my stagecraft class except for the stuck up snooty people who think they are better than everyone else.

Ok I'm done.

Can you hear me?

cjlb